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Part of verse 9 in the message says, “My grace is enough; it's all you need”. I learnt a lesson that season. That the system God created was not one where I was all-powerful but one where I needed to rely on his grace. Paul writes this after telling us of an infirmity (a messenger of Satan) God had sent to torment him. Paul confesses that he had asked God three times, to take it away but God’s reply was the above statement. God’s power is made perfect in our weaknesses – this means that Gods strength and power is seen in our weaknesses – they are the stages God uses to demonstrate his power. God wants us to boast in our weak- nesses because (and this is where the counterintuition hits the most), When we are Weak, then we are Strong. I’m thinking of how to simplify this theology further. I think another way to say it is this: God has given us skills and abilities and talents to do things and they can take us quite a distance. But God intends for us to be meteoric and to achieve that level we need to tap into his grace. Sometimes our strength fails and we see clearly our weaknesses – these times are opportunities to ask him to infuse us with his strength. Honestly understanding this fundamental truth is one of the keys to a happier future for you. You have a limit – stop trying to be more than that – rely on God for extra power. Another lesson I learnt as regards strength from my illness that has helped me in navigating mental illness is found in the book of Lamentations (yes very ironic – in the book written out of depression). It’s a very common passage actually. Lamentations 3:22-23 says, Because of the LORD's great love, we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. NIV GOD's loyal love couldn't have run out, his merciful love couldn't have dried up. They're created new every morning. How great your faithfulness! MSG God’s faithful love never ceases and it’s our guarantee of his grace every day. His mercies are new every morning! My physical pain used to frustrate me but soon I learnt that God’s grace to handle the pain was not a one-time input – it was new every morning. It was like the manna he gave the Israelites – every day he gave me enough grace and perseverance. 13