The Emerald Summer 2020 | Page 197

Been through too many things I’ve swore to never reopen these wounds but at times even the rain feels like salt water Burning my veins and forcing my brain to remember the nights full of pain. I have been stumbling and wrestling demons, looking at death face to face. Trying to keep going at my own pace. I’m trying to get out of this maze. Constantly growing from my mistakes and from my ancestors sacrifices. I am here to change the expectations of those who look like me. Skin brown like the tree, my roots keep me grounded. I know I'm surrounded by love, I am showered by it. With that love I plan to expand my branches and give back to those who like me were once told we’d never achieve more than teenage pregnancy or getting sent to prison. An immigrant. Who was brought to this country with no choice yet discovered her voice and is using it for good. A determined soul. Invested in her hood. During these hard times it is crucial to speak up! To remember our values and stand by them. We can't afford to be passive when it is clear that the issues are not only impacting some of our sisters, but those who are underrepresented. I urge everyone to take time to learn more about others and what they are going through. We cannot become a better world if we do not become better ourselves and those around us. Call out your family members when they say anti-black comments or when they are being homophobic. Educate them about why what they are saying is problematic. Silence is violence. 1 9 7