Alan went straight at his room and layed on his bed .
Alan : I ' ll poison him . I ' ll cut his throat while he sleeps . I ' ll smother him with a pillow . No . no .. What I am going to do has to be bearable to me . If I am going to kill him , I have to do it to me too . So that we can be together on the other side ... I found it !
Alan knew what to do ... " This knife / Left two men stiffening / With yellow lips . / It barely fits the hand / But slides in cold / Through startled flesh / Till it stops , there , / In the quivering / Dark / Roots / Of the scream .“
22nd August 1929
Alan woke up early that morning , his head hurting like never before . He rubbed his eyes and tried to remember something from the day before . " Of course . Christopher came here ." he thought e Twinning 2016 28