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A rtist ’ s C orner Editors Note: Christine Hauber was an Artist-In-Residence in 2017. Her exhibit was entitled “Pause. Breath. Feel.” By: Christine Hauber (www.christinehauber.com) Photo: Resolute from “Pause. Breath. Feel.” Exhibit The Mojave National Preserve has a silent, unspoken beauty, a simple beauty that requires a mind at peace to see its true essence. When I first arrived, I was frazzled and feared I had lost my passion for photography. But, as I paused and breathed in the clear desert morning, I began to see my subjects emerge around me. It was only then that I could understand what was before me. It was also then that I began to reconnect with the reason I became a photographer in the first place. More than twenty-five years ago, I received my first camera and set out to document the beauty of the natural environment and to find ways to bring awareness to the importance of continued environmental stewardships of our protected public lands. Somewhere along the way, my chaotic surroundings interfered, and I found myself losing touch with my creative vision. I often felt as if I was on the interstate of life, knowing I was missing something important. I found myself frustrated with my fellow man and not knowing if I was brave enough to veer off into the unknown. I had stifled my creativity by becoming consumed with trying to produce images for the public, chasing that elusive carrot and wondering why I was feeling unfulfilled. As the Mojave National Preserve Artist in Residence in 2017, I found what I needed at just the right time. In the Mojave National Preserve, I left my chaotic life behind and took the time to pause, breathe, look, see, and feel the desert pulsate around me. The calmness led to quiet contemplation and opened my eyes to an amazing and diverse landscape. Its serenity seeped into my soul and centered me. Creating images that represent who I am as a person was the key to my Artist in Residence collection. My extended time at Mojave NP allowed me to achieve the 14 THE DESERT LIGHT | May/Jun 2018 Wild