The Dark Sire Issue 4 (Summer 2020) | Page 47

Memories of Abalone Diving by Juhi Ranjan Dr. Juhi Ranjan is a self-taught artist who uses fluid art to create abstract compositions that are inspired by her own life experiences and desires. You’ll celebrate with friends and strangers so happy to protect a wounded bird needing solace and bits of cake. After they leave, you’ll close the door on the tall, wannabe bodyguards who stink of cologne. You’ll puncture the balloons and half-eaten cake. Then you’ll lounge in bed, watching Late Night--- assessing who looked most earnest at the party and who’s overdue to lose a husband, a brother, or maybe a long lost cousin. You’ll sleep soundly the first night, but it won’t last for long. There are things you have forgotten. Dimensions you didn’t cover. Reminders that will come only when you’re alone. My lifeless feet floating up the stairway. My face in your kitchen window. My teeth scattered on tile. My hair in your planter, your cushions, the places your 45