I've been beat for the protection of others, but it was easier to forget me.
So let me, REST.......
If I am the one blessed, than I rather be cursed,
Only believing that it can't get any worst.
There is no degree to pain, HURT JUST HURTS......
So can you live a life of pain?
Do you live a life of pain?
How much are you suppose to sustain before you just crack,
I have given so much, lost so much,
I've become numb to giving back.......
Numb to emotions and feelings,
But I am alive for now,
And unless He personally comes down and shows me his love by wrapping His arms around, and the bells finally sound,
I will stay prepared to die.
I'm not crazy or suicidal,
Just somewhat tired of being alive......HERE!
Tired of the struggles,
Tired of the hustles,
I AM JUST TIRED.............
I've lost so much of me, I don't know who to be, I tried living righteously,
I've even surrendered my life to Thee............ & I AM STILL TIRED