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punishment, but to never leave his son. Despite Jose’s criminal record that includes disorderly conduct, multiple DUIs, and previous assault convictions, according to Elsa, Jose was also known for helping everyone that crossed his path, however, whatever redemptive qualities Jose had, the monstrous act makes all other conversation mute. “Speaking with family and friends has been very hard for the immediate family,” said Elsa. “There has been no words on how to explain nor how my parents feel, how my sister, how our children feel and I feel. Family has been reaching out to express support to us as a family. It hurts even to say my full name Elsa Valenzuela.” Elsa says she always worries in the middle of conversation to be asked about her brother, knowing she cannot defend him and the brother she knew couldn’t have done such a thing. “When speaking with my brother’s friends, they say they cannot believe it,” Elsa said. “They say ‘how can this happen your brother was always so helpful, so caring and always there for everyone?’ They say ‘there is no other way this could of happened, but drugs and alcohol was to blame’. Family friends say they are with us and telling our family that they know what type of family ‘we were’ because we are a ‘destroyed family’ trying to gather pieces, and hope to become the ‘united family’ we were, once upon a time.” physically and emotionally. The family is looking to restore it to its previous conditions and sell it, but they realize it may be a futile effort. Jose’s parents have relied on their relationship with God, even in the midst of wondering how any of this could have happened. If there is any message the Valenzuela family wants everyone to know, it is the danger of drugs, especially methamphetamines. If one family can be saved, by bringing the awareness meth and the extreme it can lead to, for the Y