THE CLAPPER 2018-2019 | Page 73

Have you ever think of your role in life? I bet, approximately every people living or lived asked the question “What is the meaning of life?” or “Why do I exist? I will be a dead body at the end” to themselves and probably they concluded with how can I find the answer even the great philosophers could not have the exact answer. But while they were reaching the conclusion they skipped one step which was the main point in the philosophy: “The questions are more important than the answers.” A human is human because it can query in other words it wonders and it asks the question “How?” When we come back to our main question with considering this perspective, humans learn and attain new knowledge by inquiring and if people have a certain answer to that question then, they would not bother themselves to ask more and more. In that sense, the answers can kill the doubt which is the main part that makes human a human. Perhaps this question does not have a certain answer because the meaning of life is different for each one of the living creatures because the purpose of the whole story on Earth perhaps on any other galaxy is the attributing a meaning to life… If the main purpose is to attribute a meaning to life, then why do we sometimes get the feeling nothing really matters? Is it because we know what will happen at the end? Is it because of being afraid of being attached to any other thing and losing it forever? I personally think that we sometimes get that feeling because we are out of our comfort zone and we do not want to face with challenges around us because we always think about the worst consequences of a certain event we do not want to go on. This catastrophic thinking- due to anxiety we have because of constructing our life in the basis of our struggle to earn a living, our house or our love affairs- causes human finding the easiest way to quit up by just devaluing the life. When a person thinks nothing really matters, because we all be dead bodies, it sounds like the person is treating life as a substance that can have different values like the unknown in math without thinking that life is not something I can grade however life is something which I need to be graded on according to how did I shape? Most probably you are reading this essay from your computer or from a handout printed on paper in a place which is quite from far away from the place where I wrote it. Now I kindly want you to imagine that what THE CLAPPER 2018 - 2019 73 THE CHOSEN TOPIC IS: 2.) “PERHAPS YOU HAVE HAD THE THOUGHT THAT NOTHING REALLY MATTERS, BECAUSE IN TWO HUNDRED YEARS WE´LL ALL BE DEAD.”