TDF Magazine Vol. 4 | Page 16

AMBASSADOR success by KP Oberg My journey began with a cancer diagnosis. My mother, who had struggled with her weight all her life, was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, which is an estrogen-driven cancer. By the time the cancer was caught she had progressed to Stage IV, and the doctors revealed that a major contributing factor to finding the cancer so late was her weight. During her struggle with cancer, my marriage fell apart. At this point, I weighed 130 pounds, but my ex-husband constantly berated me, repeatedly telling me that I was fat. In reality, I was what I now know as “fat skinny.” Soon after my divorce I decided I needed to distance myself from my past in Dallas, so I left for Chicago. Living in a city with food that was so amazing, dealing with the loss of a marriage, and watching my mother battle cancer led to many nights of eating out at Chicago’s greatest restaurants. I gained 60 pounds in my first two years, but I resolved to take the weight off. I dropped 30 pounds but ruptured a ligament in my right foot in the process. After a year of limited activity and surgery, the 30 pounds were back. Losing weight at that point was the furthest thing from my mind. Despite my health problems, I was able to rediscover the happiness I sought in Chicago; I met the love of my life, and we were engaged soon thereafter. Unfortunately, this moment of peaceful tranquility proved to be fleeting. While planning my rapidly-approaching wedding, my future mother-in-law was diagnosed with cancer. To make matters worse, I witnessed my mother finally lose her battle with cancer; she passed away on July 4, 2004. On my wedding day, I was the biggest I had ever been, weighing in at 208 pounds. Our world was sent into an ever more dizzying tailspin when, at the end of 2004, my husband learned that he was in jeopardy of being laid off. I quickly rejoined the workforce and went back to 14-hour days. In 2005, I went to my high school reunion. I was so embarrassed because I was a “jock” throughout most of my high school career. After moving back to Dallas–Fort Worth in 2006, things finally seemed to be getting better. This left time for me to fully adopt and embrace a healthy lifestyle. I joined Weight Watchers in July of 2007 and quickly lost 20 pounds. I was ecstatic! Unfortunately, this weight loss would soon become a gain as I lost my job; I could no longer afford to continue spending a monthly fee for a support group. Luckily, I found a new job in 2008, where I was truly inspired by some of my coworkers. Despite losing 15 pounds, my weight cycling continued when I discovered that I would need gallbladder surgery, and I gained 20 pounds in its aftermath. At the end of 2011, I took a much-needed excursion to Las Vegas, but when I returned home and saw the pictures, I cried. I tipped the scales at 218 pounds. I lost 10 pounds, but I again injured my foot, and my recovery from the surgery would completely negate