the click
click
my eyes are filled with numbness
each pupil dilated
searching for the nearest
drop of sun
opaque
as the coal that lined my
stockings
under my eyelids
hides more absence
flickering
forms of mystical terror
start to dance
in childish absent tune
I’m falling into the void
that fills
without moving
preys vividly
crave
broke your bloody heart
need
never needed nor known
physical capacity
everything
you’re dying
you won’t die
you are immortal
nothing to color
I wonder where you wandered brother
the sinner and the saint
I’ll wait for you in the end
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