LEAVE ME LONELY - CASTIEL X READER
Dangerous love
You’re no good for me, darling
Yeah, you turn me away
Like I’m begging for a dollar
Danger, oh, how you hold me
I get a chill inside
And nothing frightens me, baby
Oh
You were a human and he was an angel. You knew what love meant, and he discovered what it meant with you. But it was impossible.
You wanted Castiel. You made it clear to him, but he kept turning you away.
This is a dangerous love. You were scared deep down of you, scared of what would happen if someone would found out about it.
Is it love when so easily said goodbye?
Is it love when we’ve given up before we tried?
Is it love when you stole my peace of mind?
Is it love when you cry, and cry, and cry?
You were mad at Castiel. He told you many times he loved you, yet, when things get rough, he don’t hesitate to walk away and give up.
You weren’t afraid to allow yourself to feel. It was a gift, expect when you were in a situation where Castiel made you cry, and cry, and cry.
So when you walk out that door
Don’t you come back no more
My heart has had enough of the give and take
And as much as I want you to stay
“Castiel! Damn it!” - “You have no idea how it is to be an angel, Y/N!” - “But how can I have even a little bit of an idea when you always ignore, avoid or close yourself to me?!”
Castiel didn’t answered. He turned his back, facing the door, ready to leave.
“If you walk out that door, don’t you come back no more. I’ve had enough of the give and take.” - “So what? Why don’t you just say it?! You want me to leave.” - “As much as I want you to stay, Cas. I’m done of crying over you.”