You: Castiel!!! NO!!!
The fear you felt at this moment made you strong enough for Castiel to see you.
Castiel: Y/N?!
You: Holy shit you see me?!
Castiel: Yes…but. I don’t get it I-
Sam and Dean comes into the room.
Dean: Holy crap! What the fuck?!
Sam: Y/N? Y-you’re…?
Castiel: No! You’re not dying!!
You look at him, you saw the pain in his eyes.
You walk to him and hug him, you felt him hugging you back, tightening the hug. You let go of him and lock your eyes with him.
You: You can’t heal me, Cas. You’re still weak. And we both know there is no chance for me to survive this. My whole family died.
Dean: But you have us!
Sam: You can’t give up, Y/N.
You: I’m exhausted. I can’t fight anymore! You guys need to let me go!
You look back at Cas, he was crying.
You: I love you too, Cas but-
Castiel: Remember what we talked about? Remember all the things we wanted?
You: Yeah I do, Cas…But now all our memories, they’re haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye. Even without fists held high, never would have worked out right. We were never meant for do or die.
Castiel: That’s not fair! You can’t give up like this.