“But that’s not why I love you.”
I went to the kitchen, Sam was already awake. “Hey there.” I smile and hug Sam quickly. “I feel like cooking, what about waffles and pancakes?”, “How could I say no to this?!” I laugh and get myself to work. When all of it was done, I put the waffles and pancakes on a plate, when I felt a pair of two strong arms wrapping around my waist, I knew it was Dean. I recognized his sent. He put his head on the crook of my neck, I squeeze his hand, we stayed this way until I finished what I was doing. When I finished, I turned around, gave the plates to Sam who was smiling and I hugged Dean as tight as I could. “Thank you for these words.”, “I meant it all.”, “I know.” Dean finally let go and sat at the table, we all ate in silence, not an awkward one but a calming, loving silence.
I went to take my shower, when I was done dressing up, I went into my room and saw Dean sitting on my bed. “Can I know why?”, I smile, knowing what he was talking about. “I’m not sure you know that the reason I love you is you being you…Just you. I love you because of all of the things we’ve been through, that’s why I love you.”
Dean POV
A hunt went bad, and the reason of my smile went away. A vampire killed Y/N. When we got back to the bunker, I found a letter on the bed, it was Y/N’s handwriting. Sam was right behind me, wanted to be where we felt like Y/N was still there, too. “What is it?”, “It’s written by Y/N…” I open the letter and read it out loud.
“If you read this letter, it means that this hunt went bad. I am so sorry, Dean. I know I promised you I would never leave you, just know that I did all I could to make it through for you.
Another thing I like about you, you make me strong, you give me a reason to fight and to wake up every morning. You were there for me for so long, and I hope what I did recently helped you.
Even though we didn’t make it through, I am always here for you, waiting in heaven for the both of you.
Dean, I like your smile, I like your vide, I like your style, I like the way you drive baby, I like the way you will always protect Sammy and I, I like your laugh, I like your eyes, you’re so beautiful, but that’s not why I love you, the reason I love you is you being you, just you. I love you because of all of the things we’ve been through, that’s why I love you.