Sam watched his brother Dean hitting his knees and praying.
“Take the very breath you gave me. Take the heart from my chest. I’ll gladly take her place if you’ll let me. Make this my last request. Take me out of this world. God, please don’t take the girl.”
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Johnny’s daddy, Dean, was taking him fishing when he was eight years old, telling him how his mother was a beautiful and wonderful women and how much he loved her.
I LOVE YOU - DEAN X READER
I saw what was slowly happening. He was fading in his thoughts and deepest fears. I knew because I was at his place right after my parents left me, just like how Dean feels after Mary left him and Sam.
Right after she left, I tried to be there for the both of them as mush as I could, slowly but surely, Sam got better, he started to smile and didn’t avoid talking about his mother, I remember when he came to me one night and held me in his arms. “Thank you so much for being there for us when mom left. I don’t think we could’ve done it without you.”
Sam let go of me and smiled. We sat on my bed and talked about everything but nothing at the same time, he told me his favorite memories he finally got to make with his mother, from the first hug to the first family dinner. “You’ve gotta take care of Dean, Y/N… With him it will be way harder than with me.” I sigh and nod.
I knew it, Dean had trust issues and low self-esteem, his mother leaving him didn’t make it better. I knew this would be hard but I didn’t care. Dean was there to build me up all over again after my parents crashed down the girl I used to be. He was there for me, making sure I felt loved, wanted and where I belonged, with my family. He taught me that family didn’t have to be blood to be family, but he proved it to me over the years by supporting me no matter the choices I made, as dumb and dangerous they were, he was there to protect me against what was hiding in the shadows, he saved me from my own demons. Hell he was there for the good and the bad, he was still there when I was a total bitch, he was there all along, and he will be there all along, and that was the problem, he was there for everybody but no one was there for him, at least not as much. He needed someone to be there, someone else than Sam, and as much as it was bold coming from me, I am going to be this person.
So the next day, I started my plan. In the morning I went to his room, woke him up.