y
e
a
r a
nd I don'
t e
v
e
n wi
s
h f
or my e
ne
mi
e
s t
o
g
o t
hr
oug
h wha
t pe
opl
e l
i
k
e us ha
d t
o g
o
t
hr
oug
h t
he l
a
s
t y
e
a
r a
nd a ha
l
f
. Whi
l
e a
l
l
of
t
ha
t i
s t
r
ue
,
s
t
i
l
l
I f
i
nd my
s
e
l
f v
e
r
y f
or
t
una
t
e
s
i
nc
e t
hous
a
nds of Pa
k
i
s
t
a
ni
s
,
mor
e e
duc
a
t
e
d
t
ha
n me
,
mor
e k
nowl
e
dg
e
a
bl
e t
ha
n me
,
mor
e
s
i
nc
e
r
e t
ha
n me
,
c
oul
dn’
t f
i
nd t
he oppor
t
uni
t
y
t
o do t
he k
i
nd of wor
k t
ha
t I ha
d t
o do f
or
whi
c
h I a
m v
e
r
y g
r
a
t
e
f
ul
t
o t
hi
s c
ount
r
y a
nd
t
he pe
opl
e who ha
v
e wor
k
e
d f
or me he
r
e
.
S
o
t
he
r
e
f
or
e whi
l
e t
he
r
e i
s a t
r
a
ns
i
t
i
on t
ha
t i
s
na
t
ur
a
l
i
n Pa
k
i
s
t
a
n,
wha
t I wa
s a
bl
e t
o do i
n
t
hos
e 7 y
e
a
r
s be
c
a
us
e of a
l
l
t
he we
i
g
ht wa
s
a
l
s
o qui
t
e s
ubs
t
a
nt
i
a
l
.
I
n your opi
ni
on, bas
ed on t
he
f
eedback you wer
e get
t
i
ng f
r
om t
he
publ
i
c, whi
ch t
wo t
hi
ngs woul
d you
i
dent
i
f
y t
hat made t
he mos
t i
mpact
on t
he publ
i
c and t
he pr
ovi
nce?
I wa
nt t
o c
l
a
r
i
f
y t
ha
t I di
dn’
t j
oi
n t
he
g
ov
e
r
nme
nt be
c
a
s
ue I wa
s be
i
ng br
a
v
e
,
but
be
c
a
us
e I wa
s s
t
upi
d.
I di
dn’
t t
hi
nk i
t t
hr
oug
h
be
c
a
us
e I wa
s na
i
v
e a
nd di
d not k
now wha
t I
wa
s g
e
t
t
i
ng my
s
e
l
f i
nt
o.
At t
he t
i
me be
i
ng
,
I
wa
s wor
k
i
ng a
s a Goog
l
e f
a
c
ul
t
y wa
r
d a
nd I
a
l
s
o ha
d f
l
e
xi
bl
e mone
y t
ha
t Goog
l
e us
e
d t
o
g
i
v
e out t
o i
t
s f
a
c
ul
t
y me
mbe
r
s a
t t
he t
i
me
.
I
wa
s a
wa
r
de
d a
not
he
r a
wa
r
d whi
c
h i
s t
he
You s
t
udi
ed f
r
om MI
T and wor
ked t
her
e; i
t
’
s a
TN35 Awa
r
d a
nd t
he
n t
he
r
e wa
s ne
ws on t
he
s
el
l
abl
e commodi
t
y i
n t
he US, s
o what br
ought
TV t
ha
t Chi
e
f Mi
ni
s
t
e
r ha
s c
a
l
l
e
d f
or me t
o
you back t
o Paki
s
t
an?
wor
k f
or t
he g
ov
e
r
nme
nt
.
I wa
s v
e
r
y
i
r
r
e
v
e
r
e
nt a
nd I s
t
i
l
l
a
m,
i
n t
he s
e
ns
e t
ha
t I
I c
a
me ba
c
k t
o Pa
k
i
s
t
a
n f
or a v
e
r
y s
i
mpl
e r
e
a
s
on a
nd
di
dn’
t t
hi
nk muc
h of t
he Chi
e
f Mi
ni
s
t
e
r due t
o
e
s
s
e
nt
i
a
l
l
y wa
s me
a
nt onl
y t
o be c
l
os
e t
o my pa
r
e
nt
s
.
I t
hi
nk di
f
f
e
r
e
nc
e of opi
ni
on.
He s
a
i
d ‘
c
ome wor
k f
or
s
i
nc
e my O L
e
v
e
l
s
,
a
l
l
I ha
d dr
e
a
me
d of wa
s g
oi
ng t
o MI
T
.
I
us
’
a
nd my r
e
pl
y t
o hi
m wa
s ‘
God f
or
bi
d’
wa
s obs
e
s
s
e
d wi
t
h i
t a
nd r
e
c
e
nt
l
y s
ome
one a
s
k
e
d me a
bout he
nc
e t
he c
ha
i
r
ma
n of PI
TB que
s
t
i
one
d t
hi
s
a
dmi
s
s
i
on i
n L
UMS be
c
a
us
e t
ha
t
'
s whe
r
e i
di
d my
be
ha
v
i
or a
nd ma
r
k
e
d i
t a
s a
n i
ns
ul
t t
o t
he
unde
r
g
r
a
d f
r
om.
Ev
e
r
y
one i
n my c
l
a
s
s
e
s ha
d wi
s
he
d t
ha
t I
Chi
e
f Mi
ni
s
t
e
r
.
I di
d not k
now a
n
y
t
hi
ng a
bout
g
o t
o MI
T be
c
a
us
e i
wa
s t
oo obs
e
s
s
e
d wi
t
h i
t s
o t
ha
t
’
s a
l
l
I t
he g
ov
e
r
nme
nt
,
how i
t wor
k
s e
t
c
.
The
r
e
f
or
e
,
ha
d done a
l
l
my l
i
f
e
;
wi
s
he
d t
o g
o t
o MI
T a
nd onc
e I g
ot
i
t wa
s pur
e na
i
v
e
t
y a
nd s
t
upi
di
t
y on my pa
r
t
t
he
r
e I wor
k
e
d t
he
r
e f
or 10 y
e
a
r
s
,
i
t c
a
l
l
e
d upon me t
ha
t
t
o j
oi
n t
he g
ov
e
r
nme
nt
.
t
he
r
e a
r
e bi
g
g
e
r pr
i
or
i
t
i
e
s i
n l
i
f
e whi
c
h i
s t
o c
ome ba
c
k a
nd
l
i
v
e wi
t
h my pa
r
e
nt
s a
nd j
us
t be i
n t
he s
a
me hous
e a
s t
he
m. L
e
t me t
a
l
k a
bout a f
e
w pr
oj
e
c
t
s t
ha
t we
r
e
I
t ha
s g
i
v
e
n me a
n oppor
t
uni
t
y t
o c
ome ba
c
k a
nd s
e
r
v
e my
c
l
os
e t
o my he
a
r
t be
c
a
us
e of how di
f
f
i
c
ul
t
c
ount
r
y a
nd t
he
r
e i
s no doubt t
ha
t I wa
s puni
s
he
d
t
he
y we
r
e t
o do. The
r
e a
r
e t
wo t
hi
ng
s t
ha
t
i
mme
ns
e
l
y f
or t
he pa
s
t
a
r
e done t
ha
t a
r
e
n’
t v
e
r
y obv
i
ous
.