STAR: Could you tell us some interest-
ing facts about your life?
N.CHHAJER: I belong to a Marwari fam-
ily, and I live with my parents. 7 and half years
of my childhood I was in Rajasthan. Coming
to Kolkata, accepting new people was not so
easy for me. But one thing I knew since child-
hood days that I am good in singing, but never
learned seriously. I was good in studies, not a
topper...but managed good grades. I also have
a 2-year diploma in fashion designing .but 5
years back when I got interested in painting.
And luckily I got my guru, where I am living
right now.
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I learned to sketch, the different way of doing
paintings and drawing...earlier I use to paint with-
out thinking. Colors were really missing in my
paintings, and suddenly I realized I am moving
more towards spirituality. And a point came in
my life ...I was thinking where am I going actual-
ly, it was actually my inner calling...that I was un-
able to listen. One thing I knew I am a very good
dreamer... an imagination. I use to daydream a
lot as if I am not living on the earth, I had my
own fantasy world. But now I am living my life
more realistic than before. Life has taught many a
lesson that has made me realize what exactly love
means, I always had deep quest of finding true
meaning of God,