Stanzas: Monthly Chapbooks October 2014: Halloween | Page 20

spindling letters of faded gold: ‘The Diary of Aleister Crowley and Other Spells.’ Old Gobber spied the book, unable to keep the glint from his milky eyes. His fingers crawled over the volume and she felt her stomach turn as each ivory nail click-clacked against the stone cover. He stared up and smiled. She closed her eyes and counted to ten. This is the right thing to do. She opened her eyes and pointed to a small jar along the back shelf. Gobber sold much in the way of Occult, but it was his jars of Hypotheticals that she needed. Jars of What If and Could Have Been. Jars of Maybe and If Only. Jars of I Should Have – Jars of I Shouldn’t Haves. Old Gobber reached up to a small vial with swirling black fog inside and brought it down, but as she went to take it he pulled it back an inch, as if to give her one last chance to back out of the contract. This is the right thing to do. She stretched and pulled it towards her, then placed it into her bag. A moment passed between them, a moment where the average customer would say thank you and where the shopkeep would reciprocate. Instead she nodded and he spat into his cup and smiled as the gangrenous hand pointed and the rabbit’s head supped lifelessly. Outside, the moon was a faint idea in the stratosphere as a dark rumbling approached from the horizon. She checked both sides for souls but none ventured down these ways if they could help it. She pulled the stopper from the vial and drained the plasma from within. It was cold to the taste but she was used to it. This 20