Stanzas: Monthly Chapbooks August 2015 (Collaboration) | Page 38

Blanket Nina O’Donovan There is a new roof fitting itself to the sky, sea-roughened and grey as the vast paving I dropped teeth on as a child, lightheaded and living faster. Outside a steep hill drops sweet like the dip of a spoon, and in this life I see my own reflection. It may come from narcissism. It may come from gut. But its momentum is trapped, a statue on one foot, it asks to be uprooted. I can’t carve this future into something soft and creaseless. If I was an artist I could catch its outstretch— I would pull the army by the hand, out from the dark intrusive damp, and ask it to stay. On the line, a white sheet takes hard gulps of air. I’m quick to learn its rhythm. But in the morning it has lost its breath; in the morning there is a small damp circle under my cheek. 38