St Oswald's Magazine StOM 1709 | Page 5

Christianity began as a religion of letting go. So much so, that it didn't even have the name Christianity. Those brave souls who made up this strange group were instead called People of the Way. They had no name, no God tags, you might say. As People of the Way, they could never be established, they were on the move. Like the one they followed, they had nowhere to lay their heads. They lived a liminal existence. They were in the world but not of it. But somehow, imperceptibly, insidiously, the church was tempted to get a name for itself. It gained a certain status. It found it had an increasing place in the grand scheme of things. The church which had held all things in common now had treasures of its own. The church which originally found its strength in weakness now had a weakness for power. Slowly but surely, the church had moved from a religion of letting go to a religion of holding on. And I wonder whether we have, at least in the West, now come full circle. I wonder, in the language of the writer of Ecclesiastes, whether we have had our time of holding on - our time of embracing those things which we believed brought security and status - and we are now on the cusp of letting go again. Such a letting go doesn't mean, as some would suggest, jettisoning our traditions, liturgies or structures. That misses the point and risks hardening the arteries once again. No, it means letting go of our very selves. How do we do that? We open ourselves to others. And that starts in our dealings with one another. At the height of the church's letting go, the prevailing cry of those who came across these strange People of the Way was, in the words of Tertullian, 'See how they love one another'. It is so easy for us to become preoccupied that we end up not being able to see the wood for the trees because it seems to me the principle of letting go includes letting go of our own pet projects; well-meaning agendas; well- crafted, or not so well crafted, sermons. Of anything and everything that would constitute what we assume the church ought to look like, which as often as not is simply a church made in our own image. We must avoid partisan piety. So the question for us is, 'What are you prepared to let go of?' What are you today prepared to sacrifice for the sake of somebody else? The church makes a big mistake when its primary public posture is to protect itself and its own interests. It's interesting that the definition of a pioneer is a StOM Page 5