St Oswald's Magazine StOM 1506 | Page 3

FROM THE PULPIT he 17th century French mathematician, physicist, theologian and philosopher, Blaise Pascal (1623-62), lived a short life, dogged as he was by illness. But in his brief period on this planet he produced a dazzling body of loosely connected aphorisms known to us as his Pensées. I say loosely connected, because Pascal, as was his custom, would write as the mood took him on a large sheet of paper and the resultant thoughts were later cut up and linked together by thread to produce a more coherent whole. It was, if you like, a 17th century cut-and-paste exercise. There was, however, one part which didn’t find its way connected to the others. This fragment was found in the lining of Pascal’s coat after his awful death in 1662. This is a portion of what it said: T The year of grace 1654 Monday, 23 November From about half past ten in the evening until half past midnight Fire ‘God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob’, Not of philosophers and scholars Certainty, certainty, heartfelt, joy, peace God of Jesus Christ God of Jesus Christ My God and your God ‘Thy God shall be my God’ What is fascinating and paradoxical about this passage from the Pensées is that Pascal himself was, in many ways, a man of the Enlightenment. Indeed, from a psychological perspective, Pascal appears the last person one would describe as a zealot or, to use the 18th century term of ridicule, an “enthusiast”. He had lost his mother at three years of age and, possibly as a result of this lack of maternal solace, found things like showing visible affection to be frankly (and weirdly) immoral. I don’t think Pascal would have had much time for the peace in church! And yet, here we have him writing of a religious experience which affected him so deeply that he sewed the paper into the lining of various jackets, and wore it close to him for the rest of his days. How do we square this with his deep reserve and his somewhat morose attitude? I guess no definitive answer can be given, other than to bring to bear some Yorkshire wisdom: There is nowt so queer as folk. We are all a bunch of contradictions. We each have the capacity for engagement or estrangement; we each can say one thing and do another; we each can live tepid lives and suddenly, from nowhere, fires can erupt. All of this reminds me of those other contrary folk – the disciples. A less likely bunch of flame bearers you couldn’t possibly find. But that is precisely what we reflect upon at this time in our church year. The story of Pentecost is a story of contrast being shown up and not resolved but celebrated. StOM Page 3