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BY ALEX BOLLEN

But it is easy to feel

haunted by images of

the ‘supermum’. In the

NCT Early Days courses

I run for new mothers,

she often comes up

spontaneously. When different groups are asked to describe the ‘supermum’, similar themes emerge each time. Her home is spotless, she bakes cakes and cooks dinner for her partner, she always looks immaculate and she fitted back into her skinny jeans within a few weeks of giving birth. Her baby is angelic, never cries and is signed up to every baby class going. She takes everything in her stride and never feels down.

On a rational level, we can recognise that this perfect person does not – cannot – exist. We can also understand that the social media lives of both our friends and the famous are, by their very nature, selected highlights and not the full reality. The messier and more negative aspects of parenting – the tracksuit bottoms covered in sick and the tears of exhaustion and despair – are often edited out.

Even so, this does not

necessarily stop you from

feeling like you are failing in

some way because your home

is a mess, you can’t

remember the last time you

brushed your hair properly

and you haven’t cooked

anything since your baby

was born. A crying baby

or feeding problems

can be particularly

difficult to deal with

and can undermine

your confidence.

One of the best

antidotes to

negative feelings

is to hook up with other

new mothers. It can really

help to realise that others

are experiencing similar

highs and lows

Super Mum

Parenting is full of uncertainty. It can be when we are at our most unsure that we compare ourselves to others – and feel that we come up short. New motherhood is usually a particularly vulnerable time. You are on a very steep learning curve as you get to know your baby and it is normal to feel full of doubt and anxiety about how you are doing. Research

shows that it can take many weeks and months to really feel like a mother.

Technology can sharpen the sense of anxiety new parents feel by serving up an endless stream of idealised images of motherhood. There are friends’ Facebook and Instagram

pictures of beaming families and updates on the latest baby triumph. Meanwhile

Twitter gives us a window into the seemingly perfect lives of the rich & famous, not

only taking parenthood in their stride but somehow managing to turn it into a

glamorous fashion shoot as well. This can leave even the most robust person feeling inadequate at times.

Indeed a US study among new parents found a link between more frequent

visits to Facebook and parenting stress. This is not to say that Facebook is

necessarily a bad thing – the same study found that when more of

mothers' Facebook friends were family members or relatives,

they reported better parental adjustment. Whether

Facebook has a positive or negative impact on

emotional wellbeing depends on the

place it has in our lives.