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194 Being a Doctor After Being a Patient Cold Hard Facts: The Roles of Cognitive and Emotional Expectations in the Receipt of Information ‘‘The night before my surgery, I was told I had a 5 percent chance of dying,’’ Herb said. ‘‘That night I couldn’t sleep. If I had been told instead that I had a 95 percent chance of surviving, I would have slept better.’’ Many of these doctors became more aware of, and sensitive to, how statistics were framed. Repeatedly, issues arose not only of what the statistics were, but also of how they were presented. In particular, their physicians provided medical knowledge in ways that often failed to ac- knowledge or address patients’ emotional needs. These ill doctors now realized both the degree to which providers did not present information with a full sense of the patient as a person, and the elusiveness of re- ceiving information ‘‘objectively.’’ Rather, they became more cognizant of how inevitability data are subjectively framed. These doctors saw colleagues as thinking that provision of medical information in fact obviated the need to support patients emotionally. Not uncommonly, practitioners conveyed diagnoses and other medi- cal information with little sense of the patient’s consequent emotional state. In fact, they sometimes provided medical information in ways that not only lacked empathy, but were brutal and harsh. Herb was told he had an MI without any sense of how he might respond emotionally to the news. A resident said, ‘‘I’m really sorry to say that you infarcted.’’ I didn’t hear that from the cardiologist. Nobody said, ‘‘That’s a bum break,’’ or ‘‘That’s a surprise—I wouldn’t have thought. . . .’’ No- body sat down and said what the implications would be. The cardiologist only said, ‘‘On the basis of this, we’re moving on to this next procedure.’’ Against the emotional distress caused by disease, medical information often did not shield as much as doctors had assumed. As Mark said, ‘‘I was surprised that I was as shocked and numb as I was when I found out I was HIV-positive.’’ Routinely, he had told patients who tested positive, ‘‘We don’t know what the test means, exactly, and many patients do well for many years.’’ But now, having been diagnosed with HIV himself, none of these approaches helped him. Previously, he had seen these prognostic statements as beneficial in themselves. Now, he felt that many