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112 Becoming a Patient people’s feelings rather than more abstract principles. But among phy- sicians, men continue to outnumber women approximately three to one (2). Certainly, many men interviewed here appeared warm and caring; and not all women are equally compassionate, or necessarily more so, than men. Cultural differences can also exacerbate distancing from patients. Hu- bris can separate doctors, especially from poor or foreign-born patients. On the other hand, Deborah, for example, had attended medical school in Latin America: ‘‘So I’ve learned a lot about communicating with people who are poor and have nothing.’’ As described earlier with regard to medical errors, doctors received little feedback to challenge or counter this insensitivity. Indeed, the sys- tem and practice of medical education may facilitate or even exacerbate callousness. Deborah observed that faculty did not teach compassion or critique physicians who lacked it. ‘‘If somebody has a bad bedside manner, very few people will say anything. In my training, nobody ever told me anything about it.’’ Trainees found it especially difficult to give such feedback to senior doctors. A rigid hierarchy separates senior and junior doctors, mirroring that between doctors and patients. Peter, an HIV-positive medical stu- dent, on hearing a surgeon deprecating a female patient, felt, ‘‘I can’t say to him: ‘Hey, you shouldn’t do that!’ ’’ Pleasing Doctors: Dynamic Barriers to Communication ‘‘You want your doctors to like you,’’ Nancy observed. Many of these ill physicians now became aware of the extent to which, as patients, they sought to ‘‘please’’ their physicians, and the ways this desire interfered with discussions of clinical problems. Nancy, who had brain metastases, described how her physician-father told her she should be more assertive with her caregivers. But she justified her reticence: it resulted from her own psyche and her desire to get along with her providers. You want to be a good patient, and sometimes are afraid to rock the boat. My parents are always bugging me to be pushier. Today, they wanted me to call to see if I could get radiation this week. Since they bugged me, I did it. But I knew I was inconveniencing a covering doctor who doesn’t really know me.