Solutions October 2019 | Page 23

A Month of Sundays By Eugene H. Peterson Life is complex, exceedingly complex. The moment we wake up to what is involved in being human beings, we very often feel like we are in the middle of a labyrinth. We try this passage and end up at a dead end, and then this one, and then that one. We ask for directions and are given bad ones. Just about the time we get the animal skills mastered—learn to walk, to eat with a spoon and fork, get toilet trained, acquire enough language so that we can understand the natives— we find that there is a lot more to it, that being a higher form of animal is not enough. We have to be human, and we don’t know the first thing about it. That is why adolescence is such a messy time: we are trying to find our way in a world that we don’t know much about. We know our address, that’s true, and can find our way home after dark. We know our vocabulary lists and can make ourselves understood to strangers. We know how to count and can figure out how to pay for a Big Mac and french fries and get the right amount of change back. But being human—being me—how do I go about doing that? But this messiness is not confined to adolescence. We are pushed or fall into it over and over throughout our lives. Things deteriorate into chaos, and we have to start all over again. So where do we start? We start with the baptism of Jesus. We go to the river and look and listen. We stand on the edge of the Jordan River and watch John the Baptist take the hand of his cousin, Jesus of Nazareth, let him walk out to a depth of three or four feet in the river, and baptize him, immersing him in those waters and then lifting him out again, drenched and clean and alive. We observe what happens, and we listen to what is said. And we say, “That looks like a good start. I think I’ll start Solutions • 23