Solutions June 2017 | Page 38

There’s Enough Work In The Kingdom For Everyone By Lisa-Jo Baker 38 Solutions Seven years ago, I was commuting into work to a job that was a terrible fit, driving hours each way with daycare drop-offs that made me think amputating a limb might have been easier and more appealing. I was stuck in traffic. I was discovering a desperation to write my own stories that I didn’t know I’d had, and I was eagerly waiting for the time to live out this new passion. There was a day I arrived at work that is printed on my mind as clearly as a photocopy. I remember how the doorknob looked. It was a kind of tarnished bronze set into a white door in a DC row house. It always stuck, and my key was uselessly stubborn to turn. I stood there trying to turn that handle on a door that led into a building where I didn’t want to be at a job I didn’t feel called to, and I couldn’t get it to open. My hand was on the handle, and I can remember exactly the clear thought that dropped into my mind. There’s enough work in the Kingdom for everyone. I stood, doorknob in hand, and let those words just sink in all the way down to my toes. There’s enough work in the Kingdom for everyone. What she’s doing, what they’re hosting, what your Instagram and Facebook friends are experiencing— that’s their piece of the Kingdom. That’s their plot of land, and they’re supposed to be working at it faithfully. But you? You have your own spot in the Kingdom garden. You have your own soil waiting for seeds and seasons and harvest. I kept commuting for large chunks of my day and writing for large chunks of my night. And slowly, God gave me new tools, different opportunities, and my piece of Kingdom garden caught a vision and some rain. Because of where I’d been, what I’d despaired, how I’d wrestled. I needed that job and commute and discomfort. I didn’t want them. But I’d needed them. No one can steal your