Solutions June 2017 | Page 17

reference to explain what full-time ministry consisted of. In time I found a way to offer a brief explanation of our work, then change the subject to our favorite television show. Basically we are local missionaries. We spend our days figuring out ways we can serve the members of our church and community. It was the best I could come up with. You see, when we were in school the Internet wasn’t a huge phenomenon. You couldn’t just Google my father’s name and learn the full scope of our ministry. So in school, we were just Cora and Sarah. Some of the parents and adults knew, of course, but hardly any of the children knew or cared. For the most part, they didn’t attend our church, nor did they spend their time watching television broadcasts that showed more church. There was no way they could know or understand that people would stop us on Sundays to tell us our dad said something that saved their lives. I’m not sure I fully understood or appreciated the work we did. I just knew that I often got tired of going to the church again to do the same thing over and over. Sure it was nice spending time with our friends and making jokes throughout service, but the heart of our mission was often lost. I just felt like we went to church for a living. I wouldn’t learn until much later that spending so much time in church as a child would remind me where to go when I was in trouble as an adult. Like most children, at that age we understood the basic fundamentals of our faith and God, but the necessity isn’t always apparent. Our relationship with Christ is fortified through life’s trials. But when you are young and go to church more days in a week than you attend school, church becomes a competition. Who dressed the best? Who could shout the hardest? Who could sing the best? Who was the best at imitating this elder or that deacon? These were the games that we played all service long. Occasionally we would have services where the Spirit affected even us, and those were the moments in which seeds were planted inside of us. One of my first true encounters with God came on a Sunday evening service when we hosted a guest pastor. Toward the end of the message the congregation was visibly moved. After engaging in intense worship, the visiting pastor looked at one of our family friends and spoke directly to a situation in her life. There was no way he could have known those things, as their paths had never crossed. The moment he pointed his hand toward her everyone around us stretched out their arms to her, signifying corporate prayer. Something about that moment made me stretch out my small hands too. I wasn’t sure exactly what the sermon text had been or even the title of the sermon. I did understand, however, that the atmosphere had completely shifted. It was as if, for the first time, I understood what it was like to be connected to someone greater than myself. I felt the presence of God, before I knew it was Him. Of course, we would laugh and maybe joke about it later, but I knew what I felt was real. I just didn’t know the day would come when it wouldn’t as easy to find Him in my life. Those were the times when, although we didn’t understand our parents’ praise, we could feel their worship. Those were the moments when the soil of our souls was tilled and God honored the prayers of our Solutions 17