Solutions April 2017 | Page 6

Sitting at my desk, I struggled to make sense of the words scrolling across disturbing images on the local evening news. Baby found in dumpster. Earlier in the day, a baby’s body had been found wearing only a dia- per in an industrial dumpster by a cou- ple searching for scrap metal. Police would investigate to determine the identity of the child and its parents. My stomach clenched. I searched online for the reporter who’d broken the story and called him to ask what would happen to the baby. He directed me to call the City Coroner who informed me the baby’s body would be “disposed of” when the case was closed. When she explained that the corpse would be placed in a mass grave, a jolt of indig- nation shot through my frame. What she was describing sounded more like Rwanda or Auschwitz than Indianap- olis. Before we hung up, the coroner had promised to keep my name and number on file so when the case was closed I could give that precious baby a funeral with dignity. For the next fifty-six weeks, as I prayed for the baby and the family who’d lost him, Deputy Coroner Al- 6 Solutions farena Ballew received a phone call from me every single week. Baby Zachary A few months after we’d first spo- ken, I made my weekly call to the coroner I now knew as “Alfie.” She still had no news for me.“But,” she of- fered, “I was just about to call you.” My curiosity was piqued. Alfie told me about a five-month- old-baby who had died of natural causes and then been abandoned at the coroner’s office. He’d been there a month, and after repeated phone calls to the family, no one had claimed his body. Alfie asked if my “organization” wanted to help. What organization? In that moment I heard the gentle whisper of God’s voice, “This baby needs a family, and I’m in this with you. I’m all you need.” More afraid of ignoring God’s voice than I was of the absurd adventure He’d seemed to call me to, I agreed to meet with Alfie. The following week, surrounded by family and friends, I was burying baby Zachary in a gown embroidered with his name in pale blue letters. My friend Jenn sang Brahms “Lullaby and Goodnight” as those who’d never met Zachary in life