Sin Fronteras Spring 2017 Sin Fronteras Spring 2017 | Page 8

Into Oblivion María Castrejón It flows through my veins, and caresses my skin. It tenses my muscles, and teases my lips. It takes me by the arm, and warms me from within. I follow along, as it leads me into oblivion; onto a dark path of welcoming uncertainty. Down my throat and into my stomach, following its common path into my heart. It numbs the pain, and it cuddles anxiety. It distracts me from madness. I like it here. I like the colors, And the way they mix together; in unison, forming a deep shade of bliss. 8 I’m on such a high; pleasure empowers my body. And I’m trapped in a blur of the inevitable. Making me delirious to the point of sickness. A tingle is now crawling up my legs, Tickling my soul And making it laugh. I’m mesmerized by it’s ability to posses. To thrill, and feed the devouring hunger that’s trying to take over. I’m never satisfied. Once it’s gone, I can’t wait to climb back onto the rollercoaster of moonshine. I’m under the influence of greatness and I’ve never felt better. Rooftop Thinking Lucía Donayre It was four a.m. on a summer night when I looked out my window. The stars were lighting up my eyes and the moon created shadows with the help of the series of skyscrapers that stood tall over the city. No wind was moving the leaves of the pine trees on the other side of the road, not a drop of rain was likely to fall from the sky. I rested my face upon my hand and I could do nothing else but ponder the life I was given. Millions of thoughts rushed through my mind, mainly about the crises and tragedies that had been happening in the world. And, I could not stop myself from asking, “Why am I so fortunate?” All those people dying and starving to death and I was here, having everything I needed or wanted within reach of my fingertips. I began thinking: I live in a house. A house my dad pays for with the money he earns working for a multinational corporation. I have clothes, artifacts, gadgets. I have obtained these with the money given to me by my parents. I don’t really need anything. The only things I really need are new experiences. More emotions. More than the loneliness that the sleepless nights of August give me. From my window I imagined everybody else in the world doing something different. Maybe a woman is being harshly abused in the back of an alley, maybe a student is not sleeping over the stress of grades and standardized tests. Possibly a man is trapped in a fight over money, possibly a person with low income is winning the biggest lottery prize. Why is it important for me to think about people who I have never met? I only deeply understand myself. Incorrect, I barely know myself. That is because I am not living someone else’s life. I am living my own. My arm got tired of supporting my head so I decided to get out of my room. I walked towards the laundry room where I knew there was a place to escape. I opened the door and I quickly walked towards the other side of the room where I found the ladder. My hands felt a little shaky while holding onto the steps of the cold ladder. I got to the last steps. Many people do not have 9