It was in Nad's blood to create a world out of his art since he had practice at creating elaborate war scenes during his time working a desk job and doodles made him feel more productive than staring at a Windows 98 screen loading all day. And it made since he would create scenes of mass murder with women violated by 12 foot long wooden steaks and men with their balls stapled to their necks so that their head became a cock head and if anyone kissed them, like the woman who drank the blood of Prophet Muhammad of Islam, they would be sucking cock, since he was in a workplace that promoted separation by walls, that if breached would cause war. Once he got to leave this environment Nad's art began to change. Taking after his favorite artist, Dali, Nad Ronocco shifted toward making works out of his dreams and feelings/inclinations.
Nad describes the feeling he gets when he has an idea for a new piece to be like that of an addict yearning for his fix when the drugs are already present in the room. They act out as much as possible, sometimes more than when drugs aren't present, becuse they want to get it out of their system before they grab hold of their addiction by the neck and fix it right, cracking the neck and making it go limp. This type of feeling forces an artist like Nad to create the piece he wants with the materials he has on hand at the time. Working with what he has, Nad makes it work, and even if he loves a piece to death he will paint over it if it doesn't sell to not waste canvas. Nad wishes he could hide behind his pieces, being the size of the cricket in Pinocchio, or inside the walls and hear what poeple have to say about his work, but alas it is impossible and it takes a series of unforunate events for an artist to figure out how to cater to an audeince. Nad will not build much of an attachment to a piece so he can recycle canvases. This way he can sell them off without feeling any sort of remorse or regret. Considering his condition it makes sense, no junkie misses the junk after its been put into his trunk.
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