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"Cause I want to live more without the influence of drugs and alcohol, even see my daughter grow as long as I live." - claytonxhughes [why the edge communuty is important to him] "I don't believe in drinking and doing drugs as a lifestyle. Sure it's a choice. But it's a lifestyle and a choice to be sober. And it's a choice to change and become sober. I have plenty of friends who drink or what ever else but i never doubt that they can't change. I don't judge ppl because they are not edge. I shudnt be judged for being edge either. I have faith in people, sober or not. And I get ppl who are trying to get sober need support but the ppl who try and stay sober need just as much support because of ppl that say "it's only a drink" "what can happen" "that's what they all say" and it upsets me how being sober can seem like such a threat to to some ppl." - Shay F. "Straight edge is healthy way to live your life. And as an edge i always share to my friend about the advantages of being straight edge." Hendra W. "I’ve been Straight Edge for coming close to 5 years now, but Poison "I'm straight edge because I don't need drugs to Free my entire life. I could say this is because of my Mother not solve my problems. I turn to music instead." - drinking, or because I’ve seen what it does to some people. But part of Annika M. the real reason would have to be because I’m scared of losing control of myself and not wanting to know who I may turn into under the "I love being Straight Edge. The community is influence of certain substances, coupled with my belief that I have a beautiful. Such amazing people with amazing strongly addictive personality. stories. I feel free of judgement being Straight I have seen what some people turn into when drunk, I’ve even felt the Edge." - Elvis N. repercussions, the problems, the hurt and regret that can all occur "2Years 7months...my choice. My life... and have no regrets." - modifiedrunner because of a single night drinking. I’m also emotionally unstable sometimes, which makes me think that if I ever started drinking, it’s quite possible I’d become horribly angry and violent, or ridiculously depressed and self-loathing. Not to mention, anything removing my inhibitions scares me. I have them for a reason, after all. Another point is that I’m afraid of what I could do if I properly let go of myself completely. I have a temper. A very, very nasty temper. And if I were to let it loose, under the influence, I could very seriously hurt someone. I’ve seen how sloppy some people are when drunk and how much they lose of themselves. If I was to get into a fight with someone like that, I could be in a lot of trouble very quickly. This is hardly an indepth and complete reasoning behind why I am Straight Edge, but for my safety, the safety of others, and after nearly 5 years of being Straight Edge, and an entire lifetime of being poison free, I know this is very definitely the best thing I have ever done for myself, and will be one of the best things I ever will do for myself and family." - Anonymous