She has dirty blonde hair that falls over her shoulders and halfway down her back, and it’s razored at the edge to make it seem like that’s how it is naturally. She’s wearing a green jacket, sort of like an army jacket, but more stylish and fitted to her body. Her ass sways in her jeans because she’s wearing 2.5 inch black high heels. She wears them religiously, probably because she knows the effect it has on her swagger.
I put the groceries down on the marble tabletop of the island in the kitchen. “Anything else you need help with?” I ask, trying to sound polite. I try to be extra nice to her because even after 7 months we haven’t gotten to know each other very well.
“Umm” She says looking around the kitchen and biting her thumbnail. “Not that I can think of.” She replies, looking back at me. She makes direct eye contact, which in the light of the kitchen allows me to see how nice her eyes are. They’re a piercing jade green, but the edges are accentuated by a bright orange. She has pale clear skin, topped off with a few adorable freckles. Her nose is slim, and her lips quite large, which just add to her aura of femininity.
“Alright, well if you need anything I’m not busy.” I say as I turn and start walking back to my bedroom. I look back at her as I go into my bedroom. She is putting her long hair up into a ponytail and taking off her jacket. I’ve always thought she was cute, but am too much of a coward to make a move.
In my bedroom I take a look at myself in my wall mirror. My face is slim, but quite rounded which has always made me look younger than I am. I’ve been 18 years old for 8 months and I still sometimes get asked for my ID. My eyes are almond shaped, and a bright blue, which often causes me to get complimented on them. I’m rather tan, which adds to the effect of my eyes. My eyebrows are rather thin and shaped, unlike the bushy eyebrows my brothers had. My hair is light brown, and I keep it rather short and tamed. I grew it out when I was younger, but my brothers would tease me about it, so I’ve kept it short ever since. To match my face, my body is quite slender. My arms have always had much more tone than bulk, although I’ve been ignoring the gym so much that they don’t have much tone left either. I have fairly nice legs though, since I walk almost everywhere and used to bike ride. I’ve been doing squats in the safety of my own home lately to keep my thighs strong, although unfortunately I think it’s mainly just been making my butt more shaped. I’m about average height too, around 5’7”, which makes me look even less intimidating. I’m comfortable in my body though, I guess, I never wanted to be one of those guys who are really bulked up.
After looking in the mirror, I sit down at my computer again. I think to myself, “You don’t like wearing panties. I know you’ve been doing it for a few weeks now, but tomorrow you won’t, because you’re a man. On top of that, only lesbian porn tomorrow, you love lesbian porn for fucks sake.” As I’m talking to myself, the guilt fades away, and I’m able to do a little bit of my homework. I’m doing Anatomy homework, mostly because I needed a Biology credit and all the Biochemistry classes were full by the time I registered. I wanted to be in a Biochem class because that’s what Claire studies, and I wanted to share at least one class with her. In Anatomy, we’re studying the reproductive organs, which can sometimes be a bit embarrassing in class sometimes when we have to look at diagrams of penises, but everyone remains pretty mature since we are in college. Tonight I was just studying some of the parts of the penis for an upcoming quiz on each parts function.