Shantih Journal | Page 52

Lovesick

Tim Kahl

I am let out to bark along the fence

The ghost dog on the other side is memory now

I respond in kind to its commotion

My muddy footprints decorate every plank

I tread through dirt to keep up with my past

and cut a worried path to catch a glimpse

My footfalls stir up a museum of dust

If only I had hooves, I'd be part of a stampede

Are all these half-hearted howls about

the somber territory I defend

in this age of splendid gardens

Am I merely the king of plums and figs

I yearn for the chase of the flesh

the lost heartbeats in the middle of the night

that perpetuate love's evolution

All the birdcalls in the afternoon

remind me of your excited whine

On both sides the summer lingers without us

as the dried foxtails dig into my skin