Shantih Journal Issue 2.2 | Page 67

The Green Line Ruth Awad A division in Beirut, Lebanon, 1975-1990 The first time you see me, there will be gunfire. Then sunlight breaks like glass over unoccupied space. So I am born from the mouth of a bullet hole, and Lebanon’s burnt shell offerings roll away. Nothing grows from me except the dead who knuckle through the street, scraping through shrapnel, the broken vertebrae of a country. I carry their wounds for miles, a thin, green sail: the rigid trunk of a soldier, branches sprouting where rifles once rose, leaves shuddering like white flags. This stand of trees like a cesarean scar. This dust-blown shade of division. 67