I keep repeating this. Discussion, arguments, pain, grief, anger, confusion unfolds.
While the story continues, I am told by“ X” that I have been pushed way way down because of the trauma“ X” has suffered during her life time. The abuse she has gone through in this lifetime has overpowered her true self and she has lost touch with her inner self— with the role I had thrust to me that I had been so reluctant to play.
When the session was over, I was very emotional and in tears. I now knew why— once again in these three days— I was thrown( yes, literally thrown) into these two sessions.
Case one: The savior of the abuse. Case two: The Sufferer / victim of abuse.
In two days, the universe had put me in touch with two extreme scenarios. Both involving abuse( mainly around women).
We say in Shamanism,“ the entire universe speaks to us... if we choose to listen!”
The messages of the calling which I have been asked to listen to, and lead, became so loud and intensely clear.
“ O. k! I ' m listening now!”
Through various explorations, I have uncovered through both myself and healer friends, that in various life times, I have suffered for being who I am and for coming into my power.
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