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•••• WHE R E THE R E  S ' A W I L L T H E R E S A WAY My career is affected! REV CAREL BOTMA “S o I hated life, because the work that is done under the sun was grievous to me. All of it is meaningless, a chasing after the wind.” (Ecclesiastes 2:17 to 22). The first impression one gets when reading this Scripture, and particularly this verse, is that the writer must have been extremely disillusioned with life and his work. He finds himself caught up in the cobweb of life where the never-ending cycle of birth, work and death is chewing him up and spitting him out. The impression is that life is an absolute torment. “So I hated life, because the work that is done under the sun was grievous to me.” (Verse 17). I grew up on a farm and I often long for the uncomplicated life which I knew there. The farm life which I remember was char- acterised by a peaceful existence where farming required relatively low input costs. Farmers planted grain, bred cattle and could mar- ket it profitably. Even the small- holder managed to be successful. I don’t want to imply that there were no droughts or setbacks. Obviously it was also part of a farmer’s risks. However, they were not as vulnerable to possible set- backs as they are today. I am sure there are other people, like me, who long for the idealised farm life of milk and honey. However, farming has changed dramatically in the meantime. During interviews which I held with farmers for purposes of my research, the disillusionment with farming amongst farmers was glaringly evident. They indicated that when they started out, it was with enthusiasm and ideals for the future, but that farming has degenerated into a daily fight for survival without any prospect of new objectives or hope. Farmers find themselves caught up in this situation. They are not trained for any other career and farm- ing is in their blood. They also invested a lifetime in this indus- try, which means that they are totally commit- ted to their land. This scenario is only one example of what is happening 52 APRIL/MAY 2017 • SENWES Scenario in so many other career situations. The corporate world is becoming increasingly competitive. Whether you own or manage a company or whether you are merely an employee, you will be able to identify with what farmers are experiencing in their industry. In the never-ending chase after dead- lines, targets, marketing and sales, it is possible to lose some measure of job satisfaction and motivation. Are you also struggling to under- stand the meaning of your work and your life and do you wonder if you have reached the point where you are starting to hate everything which you keep your- self busy with every day, as stated in Ecclesiastes? Everything you work so hard for, comes to nothing. Everything is chasing after wind. You have become weary of life, you feel powerless against unchangeable issues such as inflation, fluctuating prices, political climate, etcetera, which you are confronted with on a daily basis. You feel power- less, hopeless and overwhelmed - it does not matter how hard you try, you just don't seem to be able to make a difference - nothing is going to change. You have exhausted your emotional reserves... “So my heart began to despair over all my toilsome labour under the sun. All their days their work is grief and pain; even at night their minds do not rest” (Verses 20 and 23).