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STRAIGHT OUTTA MADRAS this life, there’s so much to understand, I so n much to learn. There are so many things that we measure ourselves by - age, accomplishments, things that are done, or things undone. But that’s not the purpose of this life. Things happen. People move on, and new people come. I’ve come across a number of people with both completely different perspectives of thoughts from mine, as well as the same, and having to maintain good terms when you are encountering in such a situation is a tough job. On most occasions like this, I learnt that it is completely okay to be silent and not pose an opinion, whether right or wrong, even if it makes you a coward in front of them. There have been times when conversations and debates almost ruined a beautiful friendship, but it is always necessary to understand that different things hold different meanings to different people. It is like the analogy of a home. But what is a home? Home is where wonderful things happen. And it is also a place where horrible things happen. Having lived all of my life so far outside of this city, I felt like the “New girl” in town when I moved here for college.Like everyone else trying to fit into this new ambience, I had my own share of challenges and struggles. Nevertheless, this taught me so much and has molded me into the person I am today and I am nothing less than proud of myself for the same. I came into this city as an immature child, but today, through all these lessons, these four years hold such an important place in my heart. Not to forget all the amazing set of people I met as strangers that turned into family, the number of eat-outs I’ve explored, places I have been to and all the Atti (hangout spot) conversations. Certain good and others bad, but they’re all memories I want to hold on to forever. I might have been to the same beach, roadside food stall and many other places a million times, but it always feels like the my first time. That’s how refreshing this city makes me feel. People, places, fights, regret, mistakes, adventure and what not. As a child, I moved from one city to another quite often and there is nothing that has felt anything as close to how amazing Madras makes me feel. Home for many, yet holding the same emotions. Madras is my home. I might not have lived here long enough to call it home, but that’s how you really know you’ve got a home. When you leave it, there is this feeling you can’t shake, you just miss it. SANJANA RAGHU 4