SASS 10th Anniversary V1 | Page 65

Pi Mai, Pi Mai, Tang Tu: A Monash Alumni’s Tale of Progress Maxine Lim The process of writing this article started like any other assignment back in the good old undergraduate days of Monash – forgetting the looming deadline of the submission, sheepishly asking for an extension and then madly putting thoughts down to send it out. So much for successfully “Adulting”. What could I say about metamorphosis? Have I really changed into something different? Ten years on, I certainly feel rather the same – still a pupa waiting to emerge as a fabled butterfly. I imagined this to look like someone in a power suit, polished and dishing out TedTalks like a pro (i.e., clearly someone who is not me). So, I dug into old university stuff – old assignments that I kept. All to try and recall who the Undergraduate Me was. Then – 10 years back Looking through my past papers was like rediscovering a language I had forgotten I could speak. Dr Pat’s citation reminders ▼ MSASS Alumni committee thinking and working hard (Photos courtesy of Lim Zhen Hui) ▼ Did I really write and hand in a research proposal on ‘How Homosexual Men Appropriate Existing Public Space in Bukit Bintang’s ‘Catwalk’ in Kuala Lumpur’s City Centre for Sexual Interaction?’, and submit a critical analysis on ‘The Relationship Between the Romantic Idea of Authorship and Biographical Criticism’? Damn. I remembered writing assignments as being excruciating activities but now they look rather interesting. There were always the lovely and kind comments from lecturers like Ben (God bless him), reminders to source citations (Dr Pat), the detailed constructive feedback (Dr Helen) and, of course, the wonderfully salty feedback from Dr Andrew, which everyone dreaded receiving but secretly enjoyed reading. There were of course, also the assignment extension slips – naturally for Dr Andrew’s Authorship & Writing. Ten years ago was also probably the last time I felt remotely clever – except in Dr Patricia Goon’s Media Text and Dr Andrew’s Authorship & Writing where no one really feels clever and everyone is in good company. Looking back at the madness of chasing deadlines, begging for extensions and doing whatever we did back in the day, I don’t think we ever really sat back to enjoy the process of discovering mind-blowing theories and the joy of learning just for the heck of it. Rather, it was usually niggling worries we had as students as to how ‘useful’ all of these theories would be in landing us a decent job later on. 65 I remembered writing assignments as being excruciating activities but now they look rather interesting. At the amazing Ta Phrom site with Dr Yeoh during ISO Siem Reap (2008). ▶