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to each other. It took years to develop rituals allowing us to feed from beyond the Shroud. Until that time, hunger forced us to subsist on herds — few of which survived more than a month — and then cannibalism. The numbers diablerie cost us are more than I care to count. In truth, I cannot remember much of existence in the Shadowlands. The rivers of the damned steal memory as we drain blood. Sometimes the Shadowlands find a way to plant a new r eminiscence, its nightmare-weaving inhabitants taking delight in driving us insane with conflicted memories. We were attacked relentlessly. Some Harbingers slew themselves. Others became convinced they were ghosts. Years trapped in the Underworld forced many to torpor, but the Shadowlands are no haven in which to rest a head. We had always resembled corpses, but swimming the Lethe savaged our bodies. It’s reckoned by some Harbingers the Lethe scoured our flesh as we were recognized as false inhabitants of the Shadowlands. We became lost among one another, forced to adopt masks in order to recognize former friends and foes. My theory — perhaps addled by memorial hatred — is our faces were lost to Ashur. The Giovanni who thought him destroyed did not realize they sent a portion of his soul to the Shadowlands. I recollect being damned as traitor to the blood, my very countenance stripped as I was castigated for failing Father. Deferred sentencing due centuries before. Even in this state, Father’s disappointment in his progeny was supreme. Moments of elation in the Underworld were fleeting, but when they did occurr, we celebrated with merry dances of the dead. The rare occasions we encountered members of our line long thought lost to the Underworld were joyous beyond measure. I reencountered my sire in such a fashion, and we celebrated with the theft of a Giovanni ghoul from across the Shroud, dining on him for weeks. Throughout our time in this hell, we spied and intruded on the plans of Cainites and mortals. We offered wraiths tortured by Giovanni our future aid against the Venetians. All we asked was peace. Our numbers were depleted, but a detente formed. Our information networks grew, along with our caches of rich intelligence on Cainite behavior and court intrigue. From our safety beyond the veil, we became the ultimate voyeurs. Over the years, a vampire calling himself the Capuchin appeared to us, offering guidance to sanctuaries not threatened by Tempest, Spectres, and worse. He was our guardian angel in times of great woe. We would make The Importance of Masks Pogroms have slaughtered the Harbingers for over a millennium. Whether from within or without, fate has been intent on periodically whittling down the numbers of the Lazarenes, scrubbing their identities from history books and in the case of their time in the Shadowlands — their own memories. Harbingers known as the Disciples award members of the bloodline masks implying status, role, and achievements prior to and since their reemergence. They range from plain death masks to baroque constructions of stunning complexity. Aside from providing suitable disguise in Elysium and at esbat, each imbedded jewel, painted frown, and curved horn tells other Harbingers something of the bearer’s past, so even if they forget, others might remember. A mask might state whether the wearer is fool or scholar, necromancer or diplomat. Each precious stone indicates a ritual created. The curvature of the mask’s nose tells how many Giovanni the wearer’s slain. The mask’s resemblance to a lost Harbinger confirms true status, as the Lazarenes are dedicated to avenging their fallen ranks. offerings to him as if he were some visiting god whenever his cloaked form approached. In retrospect, we supplicated ourselves disgracefully. When he showed himself most recently, and removed his mask to reveal the visage of Lazarus, we knew he would return us to the lands of the living. He came to us with a promise: “Half a millennium of torment is half a millennium of wisdom. As you suffered the needles of malevolence, you listened to every word spoken by your jailor. You will use every one of those words as weapons. Your role is as Harbingers of Skulls. You are the dagger, poised to slice open the soul of Ashur and every one of his servants. You will present your skulls to Father, and herald the end.” LORE OF THE BLOODLINES 43