We, she and I, weren't even suppose to talk today
But it happened any way
She said every thing I needed to hear
Clearly, the Almighty whispered in her ear
Strength....can you see it in her eyes?
The words she spoke
Gave me hope
I listened and understood
I listened and understood because she told me she knew the good in me
And that the reality of everything happening to me would eventually become my testimony
A breakthrough is upon you...
The words she spoke to me, I've heard them before...
But for some reason today they just meant much more, my knees hit the floor
Imploring God to strengthen the me within...
to save me....
I know he hears it, but my spirit was weary
Just hearing everything she said, speaking to the weakest part of me
Led to me writing this piece, giving me perfect peace I needed
I listened and I understood
Evaluating all the debilitating situations I've been facing
Painstakingly making the same mistakes
Refusing to wake up from this dream or is it a nightmare
Foolishly not realizing I was the one I needed to be scared of
Soul sickened
I became faith fatigued
I never embraced my position as queen
I've never seen myself being worthy of it
Never completely me....but I grew weary
The fear won't let me question his plan for me
But I need to breathe without impunity, escape punishment
Live in spiritual nudity
This is all so new to me, experience the beauty of a newly created BGP
Jubilee...
The overcomer I've come to be experiencing
Victory for the first time
Walking in my shoes, peacefully
Me, a lethal weapon, I kept on pressing on
Like Teflon, disaster doesn't stick to me
Walking in my shoes fearlessly
The words she spoke to me woke me
No more broke me, feeling sickly, worries incessantly, angers quickly
But completely free of all weapons formed against me
I am Strength...do you see?
Repeatedly living this way will lead me to my victory
Strength...can you see it in my eyes?
It was meant for us to talk today
because it caused me to reevaluate my level of faith
Stuck in the notion I should let my emotions take control of me