Roman Halter • Life and Art through Stained Glass 1 | Page 52

fig. 11 Dorset, 1.45am, Saturday April 2006 Watercolour and ink on paper 1.55am, that in a treeless landscape the SS men led Jewish men, women and children and shot them into pre-dug pits, one on the left attended by SS men and the other, on the right, where all beings were no longer alive.” Or “I dreamt on 25th July 2005 at 1am that as I was making my way to the beach in Dorset, near Bridport, on a mount to my left stood a group of SS men, dressed in black uniforms, chatting among themselves.” The English rural idyll is brutally intruded upon by the events of over 60 years previously. Looking closely at these works, they have two distinct characteristics. The first is artistic and connects with the peculiarly English and Romantic view of the countryside that we find in, for example, Samuel Palmer or Graham Sutherland. We might describe this as reassuring and comforting. But then scratched on aggressively, in sharp black strokes of a pen, the memories spit themselves out, vile and scabrous, polluting all that they touch. They are drawn with anger, with fear, with emotion, as if Roman in his last years is now losing the strength to be solely objective. Up until these small works, he was making his art to tell of the stories of other people and not himself. He, after all, survived. He was one of the lucky ones. But here, in what was really the final project of his life, was autobiography. The “man who suffers and the mind that creates” 46  Roman Halter could no longer be kept separate. Roman lived, outwardly at least, a happy and successful life for 30 years before his buried memories demanded attention. The result was a series of powerfully telling works, in paint and glass, made over a period of 40 years through which Roman continued, and indeed continues after his death, to keep his promise to his grandfather. Indeed, it might even be concluded that in making these works, Roman was honouring that commitment he made as a 12-year-old, a commitment that was ultimately not just to one old man, but to all those who were victims. “… they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined.” Colin Wiggins Special Projects Curator The National Gallery, London