RISE, A Modern Guide for the Purpose Driven Woman Summer 2014 | Page 42

Voices of JUSTICE written by Hedy DiCarlo This summer we at Women Who Rise are focusing a lot of energy on our Zen trip in October to the Outer Banks. It has me thinking a lot about Zen and the inner spirit in all of us, which drives our decisions, good and bad, and ultimately determines the lives we lead. I am beginning to understand fully that when you experience great torment in your life and decide to rise up to challenge a system that will impose that on countless others; it is also great torment. Perhaps the Zen for each of us must lie daily in the process of getting to the solutions we desire, no matter how far off they may seem. I write a lot of commentary on Crime & Punishment; I write about what it is that I personally know and have experienced and what I feel is unjust in our system today. I have spoken for months now about what is wrong with this profit driven system and yet again I have been faced with another personal and tragic story which I would like to share with you. I will change the name of the woman in this story but she is a very real friend and mother whom I have spent time with in jail. For the sake of this story, we will call her Fiona. Fiona has had a long and unfortunate history with drugs. She has had many minor drug arrests and stints in court ordered rehabs. She had been “clean” for over a year and was 4 months pregnant when I met her in October. The arrest that she was being held for when we met wasn’t for drugs but rather for Obstruction of Justice (this can mean an officer attempted to serve a warrant and you left the scene or you destroyed some sort of evidence etc. It has very varied implications from minor or something the perpetrator may not have even been aware of to a violent resisting of arrest.) Her obstruction was for failure to disclose her status as a person on probation to an officer arresting her for driving without a license, her second charge then in this situation. She was eventually transferred from the county jail to a place called “Mothers & Children” which is a facility designed to allow mothers or pregnant inmates to remain incarcerated with their baby or in her case with prenatal care. She was extremely fortunate to have a family on the