Renton Woman Magazine November/December 2015 | Page 55

ter place financially NOW, than we were in 1992. They understand that, but the teasing hasn’t gone away. RW: What are the pros and cons of entering into a blended family? Mary Ellen: Pros: I wouldn’t have these great kids in my life if I didn’t take that chance. I can’t imagine my life without them. Even if something happened to cause an end to my marriage, I would still call the oldest two “my kids.” I love them dearly and nothing will ever change that! Our oldest daughter even made us grandparents, and that will always be MY GRAND-DAUGHTER---No “bonus” Grama! With my two older children, my life is that much richer. reward), the children will see your heart. You will have a much better relationship with them as they become adults, because they know you were there for all the right reasons. Trickery will get you nowhere and you’ll have no relationship with them. Never make them pick sides. Never test their love. Just give your love and it will come back unmeasurably. RW: What do you do to strengthen your family? Mary Ellen: Love. Communicate. Respect each other. Be honest. Share Jesus. Stand together. When you give and share these qualities in your family, it will be strong. If any of those are weak, or not practiced, your family strength is diminished. Cons: You have to be confident in who you are as a mother and not allow yourself to be petty about things that are normal. Children will always gravitate toward their birth mother first. I wouldn’t want anything less. But I’ve met many stepmothers who are jealous of that. You can’t do that. You have to find it in yourself to respect and see the love in the birth mother. It’s only fair to them, and I’d want the same for me and my children. RW: Do you have a horror story you’d like to share? There were times when the children were younger that I did not feel my worth in their lives. You give, but not sure if they know how much you love them. Trust me, if you gave with your heart (and NOT for manipulation, or “to win” or for any Mary Ellen: Any time my oldest children Mary Ellen: Horror Story...hmm let me see. Only that there were times when the kids were young, I was inexperienced, and I’m not always proud about how I handled every situations. But we grew from there, and I KNOW I am a better mom today. RW: Do you have a bonding moment you’d like to share? (my bonus kids), come to me for my thoughts, my advice, or want me to be there with them. There is nothing more rewarding than that. Our eldest daughNOV/DEC 2015 55