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RAPPORT Issue 5 (August 2020) expect to fail). One student was ‘concerned over their ability to continue, based on their current performance on the course’ (Portfolio 23, CS 2), extrapolating from initial module scores to generalise about their overall academic ability to study at this level. Another student interprets a capped grade to be the result of ‘a lack of fairness in the grading system’ (Portfolio 9, CS 3). The explanations for the failure are different but in both cases there is a sense that these failing grades are high stakes and challenge the students’ ability to progress on the course and at a deeper level their identity as students. One tutor remarked on the tension at the outset of the tutorial, the emotional tenor of the conversation and how fast everyone is talking: the student in this tutorial explains; ‘it's just like you know what to put for the points, but you just seem to…I just like I'll be writing about whatever and I just list it’ (Portfolio 5, CS 1). The tutor interprets this as a lack of confidence and articulacy, one that diminishes the significance of the issue that the student has come to seek support with. This fits with accounts of tutorials as "emotionally charged interactions" (Trees et al., 2009: 398), where the student experiences tension around acknowledging criticism and at the same time wants to mitigate the impact of this criticism. Shvidko points out that face-toface encounters such as tutorials or writing conferences, while pedagogically valuable, are ‘not emotionally neutral’ (2018: 20). A number of writers (Ivanic, 1998; Gourlay, 2009; Gibbs, 2014) have made explicit the connection between transition to university and the potential identity threat involved in transformational learning. In his essay on fear and anxiety as enemies of learning, Gibbs (2014) cites one of Carl Rogers’ 10 Principles of Learning: ‘Learning which involves a change in self-organization—in the perception of oneself—is threatening and tends to be resisted’ (Rogers 1969). Similarly, Gourlay maintains: ‘the transition into the new university environment inherently and 'normally' involves an emotional process of change which may be destabilizing and challenging in terms of student sense of identity’ (2009: 183). Gibbs saw that learning that was threatening to the self could prevent people from perceiving and thinking openly. If failure, actual or predicted, is acknowledged as threatening and anxiety-inducing then tutors need to pay attention to the emotional impact of failure to mitigate this sense of threat in order to allow learning to proceed. In these tutorial accounts we see the tutor act as a key means to help the student manage this identity-threatening environment. Gibbs (again drawing on Rogers,1969) lists three ways of reducing threat in an educational context: • a warm and supportive emotional environment; • neutral acceptance of people’s views rather than aggressive challenges; • removal of summative judgements in formal assessment. Similarly, Shvidko remarks on the affiliative interactional resources tutors 32