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A Teen Perspective on Social Media By Anne Florence Brown We live in a technology-driven world. Gone are the days of snail mail and landlines with tangled cords. Teens are now surrounded on every side by the influences of the internet, social media, and smartphones. According to commonsensemedia. org, “Almost all teenagers in America today have used social media. Nine out of 10 (90%) 13 to 17 year olds have used some form of social media. Three out of four (75%) teenagers currently have a profile on a social networking site.” With so many teens in our community enveloped in this world of technology, we must examine the effects of social media, not only for the sake of this generation but also for the next. Living through the screen can damage our hearts and magnify our sin. But even though social media has its flaws, there is hope for redemption. Two years ago, I was sitting on my bed with a computer in my lap. I was weighing two options on my Instagram settings: “Deactivate” or “Return to Profile”. Slowly, I dragged my mouse across the settings page 12 SEPTEMBER 2017 and pressed a button that freed me. I have been without Instagram for two years and without Snapchat for one. Living without them has given me freedom because for years I suffered from the harms of social media. Instagram was an effective trigger for my already struggling self-worth as it provided me with a tangible measure of how many friends I had and how many people liked my life. It was a tool I used to damage my self- esteem daily. The most dangerous part was I did not realize how much I was controlled by this social app. I felt immune to its addictions, its allure. But I found myself at the beach, spending the entire time “fixing my feed” with new pictures and filters. While waiting in the doctor’s office, I tried to come up with the perfect caption for a picture I was planning to take that weekend with a certain popular friend at a party. I imagined how cool I would look to my Instagram followers once I posted it. I lost sleep because I stayed up late every night before bed, refreshing my screen for hours on end. Every scroll of my thumb brought a new judgment, comparison, or observation that was followed by a feeling of either self-righteousness or self-degradation. When I finally spent a week “unplugging” from my phone, I realized that the withdrawals I experienced from disengaging from the app were