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her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and seek to clear the one without involving the other.
" This will not do," said Elizabeth; " you never will be able to make both of them good for anything. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Darcy ' s; but you shall do as you choose."
It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane.
" I do not know when I have been more shocked," said she. " Wickham so very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! Dear Lizzy, only consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and with the knowledge of your ill opinion, too! and having to relate such a thing of his sister! It is really too distressing. I am sure you must feel it so."
" Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so full of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will be as light as a feather."
" Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner!"
" There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the appearance of it."
" I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the appearance of it as you used to do."