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The Limits of Narcissism to others. And this is not the only occasion when we see the quiet influence of Judy in his life. Even when he is doing what he is most proud of, acting as a Master of the Universe who is wired into the flnancial power of his firm, he feels a tingle of guilt for his elation over his own and his firm's success. Even in moments of intense professional satisfaction, he thinks of Judy's likely response:" .. .Judy has always had his number. She looked down on him .. . . Yet, back there in the cocoon of their early days together in the Village, Sherman had validated her claim. He had enjoyed telling Judy that while he worked on Wall Street, he was not of Wall Street and was only using Wall Street. He had been pleased when she condescended to admire him for the enlightenment that was stirring in his soul" (72). Yet another influence on Sherman's conscience is his father, a once powerful partner in a prestigious law firm. Although Sherman frequently reflects with pride on his status as the son of "the Lion of Dunning Sponget," on the aristocratic chin that he has inherited from the older man, on the respect accorded him on being his well-known father's son, he also realizes that his father would approve neither of his infidelities nor his way of life. Reflecting at one point on the astronomical cost of his apartment, he realizes that his father would be appalled, "wounded at the thought of how his endlessly repeated lessons concerning duty, debt, ostentation, and proportion had whistled straight through his son's skull" (57). While these values may not be entirely evident in Sherman's narcissistic musings, the lessons have surely remained behind, and he will have cause later to call upon the reserves that both his father and Judy have planted in his conscience. That conscience is forcibly awakened following the accident that will lead to his downfall, and yet, Maria Ruskin, his mistress and co-conspirator in not reporting the accident, has, for a time, the opposite effect on his conscience than his father and wife have had. Troubled by the idea that he naight have hurt a young man, Sherman wants to go to the police with information about the assault and subsequent accident, and Maria mockingly dissuades him, arguing that their social position makes them vulnerable—an argument that, in light of the current political climate in New York, proves all too true—and that what has happened has no moral significance since it involved self-defense. "Two niggers tried to kill us, and we got