When you’re lying awake in bed until 4 AM and you can’t stop the tears from flowing down your face. When you can’t eat because you’re so sick to your stomach. When you just don’t understand what you could have done different or better in order to make him stay.
When all those thoughts are streaming through your head on repeat there’s something I want you to know; I want you to know that you did nothing wrong. That you loved with your whole heart, you gave him every piece of you and even tried to dig deeper for more. I know it wasn’t hard for you to find more though because loving him was easy for you and it was fun.
You loved him so much and he claimed he loved you too, but he still left.
True love doesn’t just look you in the eyes and walk away, especially when they don’t give you a justifiable answer.
That’s what hurts the worst; not even knowing why he’s walking away. All you know is there is nothing that you can do to change his mind because he’s so damn stubborn. He made the decision for the both of you on his own and it’s not fair. It’s tearing you more and more apart because now you can see it’s really over and he’s not coming back.
But here’s the thing, he knows you didn’t do anything wrong, he knows you loved him with your whole heart and he knows how good of a girl you are, but he still let you go.