Pauza Magazine Winter & Spring 2005 | 页面 16

Page 16 P a u z a 2 0 0 5 Our Role as Volunteers By Nik Sarkisian, Mak-9, Stip So I sit here and wonder about it, whether I really am a Peace Corps volunteer or just an overseas consultant that doesn't get paid much. The question has come up in my mind recently regarding my life and function here. The question of whether this is really the Peace Corps. Where are the wells to carry the water from? Where are the mud huts and swarms of flies, the guys in grass skirts carrying spears and the little children gathered 'round to get a piece of candy and a few English words? That Peace Corps, "Peace Corps Africa." It does exist, people still do go off and live like that and sneer at those of us in ECAM (Europe, CentralAsia, Mediterranean) at RPCV parties in the U.S. as having had it easy. So I sit here and wonder about it, whether I really am a Peace Corps volunteer or just an overseas consultant that doesn't get paid much. While it's true that I don't carry my water from a well and have Internet access and MTV, for myself and those volunteers that are serving here with me, those that came before and those that will come after, the Peace Corps mission is very much alive. Yes, there are things that look like America here. However, as our country director said when we arrived, "It may look like the U.S. sometimes; it's not." And it's that illusion that makes it the most difficult: expectations. In Africa, I wouldn't expect a tribesman to understand how to use a computer or schedule meetings or create budgets; who would? But here I do. If there is a computer in the office, I expect that someone will know how to use it, that they will know what the Internet is, that if they give me an answer they will have at least thought about it - a little - that they would be able to have a meeting and accomplish basic tasks, to come to agreement on simple things and stick to them. And most fundamentally that they will want what I want, understand modern concepts and institutions, and see problems and solutions as I see them. These are the issues. On the surface, the people