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were intentionally made public to provoke panic and incite people to flee. After the Arab residents were forced out, many of their demolished villages were replaced by Jewish settlements. I myself witnessed what had happened in Al Qibliya, near Lydda. I went the day after the murderous raid led by Ariel Sharon and his Unit 101 of the Israeli army, which occurred on October 14, 1953, at about 9.30 pm. For Sharon, it was a punitive expedition to avenge the murder of a woman and her two children when a gre- nade had exploded in the Israeli village of Yehud. In the Palestinian village of Al Qibliya, 69 people were massacred, three-quarters of whom were women and children. What I saw there I will never forget. Bodies were everywhere on the streets. In deathly silence, fam- ilies were roaming through the ruins, looking for their relatives under the rubble. Strangely, everybody was avoiding a half-destroyed house. I learned that it was the house of the school teacher who was not from the village. The Jordanian army came to remove the bodies of the family, which included three children. Until the middle of the 1960s, I worked as a supervi- sor and teacher of agriculture in the whole of the West Bank. I was fascinated by the enthusiasm of the stu- dents. When I distributed seeds, the whole class took them away and planted them. The rural communities were thirsty for knowledge and brazenly displayed their desire for autonomy. This way of asserting our vision of the world and refusing all control suited me. We improved the yield of bee hives, poultry, vegetable gardens and orchards. The Jordanian Ministry of Education, on which I depended, offered me several grants to continue my university education abroad. I went first to the American University of Beirut (AUB) in 1954, then to the University of Oklahoma in the United States in 1958, where I obtained my Bachelor of Science degree. Finally, I attended Texas A&M University in 1965, where I studied and obtained a Master’s degree, producing a thesis entitled “Managing an Institute of Agriculture at the Highest Level”. When I got back from the United States in 1966, I was promoted by the Ministry of Education to manage agricultural education throughout Jordan. In Amman I was reunited with my brother, Suleyman, who was 11 years younger than me, and who had chosen polit- ical activism over education. A year earlier he and hundreds of other young political activists had been 82 Memories of 1948 released from Al Jafr prison, in the south of Jordan. As one of the Marxist revolutionaries, Suleyman had been sentenced, in 1957, to 18 years of prison. At the time, being part of that movement was severely punishable under Jordanian law. However, after eight years he was pardoned, but as soon as he was released, he re-joined his militant friends. The famous Palestinian poet, Mahmoud Darwish, was one of my brother’s friends and dedicated a very beautiful poem to him. On June 5, 1967, when the Six-Day War started, I was in East Jerusalem, in a school examination centre. My family was living in Amman, 6 so I set off in that direction, as did thousands of Palestinians who were running from the bombardments in the West Bank, wading across the River Jordan because the Allenby Bridge had been destroyed. That was when I saw some Palestinians, members of the older generation, refusing to leave. Having experienced dispossession in 1948, they knew what awaited those who left their homes and their lands. They knew that once they left the West Bank, it would be practically impossible for them ever to return. After 1967, it became difficult, even impossible, to continue my job at the Jordanian Ministry of Educa- tion. I was used to moving around all over the West Bank, but was refused a post in Hebron that year because the Israeli authorities, who now controlled the Allenby Bridge, would not give me a “laissez-pas- ser”, the document required to enter the West Bank. We have to remember that after August, 1967, Moshe Dayan, Israel’s Minister of Defence, played a double game, advocating one thing and doing the opposite. On the one hand, he announced he would implement a policy of “open bridges” which would allow the West Bank to maintain its economic links with Jordan and avoid the separation of families; on the other hand, he was integrating the West Bank economy and infrastruc- ture into the State of Israel, forbidding any development of industry or agriculture which would compete with Israeli companies. That is how he transformed the occu- pied territory into a big importer of Israeli products. 7 This was exactly what I had been fighting against by teaching my pupils how to become autonomous. I was outraged and expressed my anger openly, but that cost me dearly. In 1971, the Jordanian Ministry of Education forced me to retire. I was only 45 years old, I did not have the right to leave Jordan any more, and nobody would hire me. Then I heard about an opening