OMG Digital Magazine OMG Issue 301 22nd March 2017 | Página 5

OMG Digital Magazine | 301 | Thursday 22 March 2018 • PAGE 5 I CAN FEEL MY BABY KICK AND I CAN’T TELL ANYONE This is my second pregnancy and although I’m constantly anxious, there’s nothing more exciting and makes me feel more at ease than feeling my baby kick. I gave birth to my first child prematurely and he only survived 20 minutes. It’s been the hardest time of my life trying to recover from that and the shock of becoming pregnant again so soon almost destroyed me in the beginning because of how much I was on edge. My husband and I decided that with this pregnancy we wouldn’t tell anyone at all this time just because we now know it’s never safe until you’re holding you’re happy, healthy baby in your arms. Confessions Feeling uneasy I read a lot of posts online about unresolved mysteries. I didn't really realize how much I had read until I stopped. Now, after reading so many, I feel depressed, scared and uneasy. Never want to see my parents again I get really jealous of people with good parents and who have good relationships with their parents. I know it's wrong, but it's just hard having crappy parents that drink and never gave a damn. My father isn't poor, yet he wouldn't even buy me a pair of glasses that I desperately need. He'll happily go buy cars and music equipment though. Or all those times my mum embarrassed me by being drunk off her face and abusive, and wouldn't buy food because she was too busy buying weed. Now I have moved out for about a year and I'm so happy. I never want to see them again. I TRICKED MY WIFE AND NOW IT BACKFIRED Since our last son left for college five years ago, I convinced my wife she would feel better about herself if she used her degree and went back to work. My real reason was that she was always bored and spends a lot of MY money shopping online. At first, she didn't want to go but I practically forced her into finding a job. It backfired because now I'm retiring from my career early and want her to spend time with me but she absolutely loves her job and would not leave anytime soon. Especially now that she was promoted to an Operations Manager position.